Setelah melalui kemelut perceraian bersama suaminya iaitu Ahn Jaehyun, Gu Hyesun dikhabarkan telah membuat keputusan untuk bersara daripada dunia seni dan hidup senyap tanpa perhatian media. Walaupun begitu, pelakon wanita itu masih lagi mengemas kini mengenai kehidupan sehariannya di laman Instagram. Dia juga turut sibuk mempromosikan buka tulisannya iaitu ‘I Am Pet’.

Lebih mengelirukan apabila dia dikhabarkan telah mengeluarkan sebuah lagu. Lagu itu bertajuk ‘Must I Die’ dan telah ditulis dan disusun olehnya. Gu Hyesun telah mengumumkan mengenai lagu barunya itu menerusi laman Instagramnya.

 

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2019 <죽어야만 하는가요.> 피아노ver. 으로 감성을 재해석해보았습다. 오늘 정오에 음원으로 발매됩니다. —————-<작곡 구혜선. 작사 구혜선. 편곡 최인영.> ——-외로움에 돌아볼 시간도 없이 매일 그대 꿈속으로 취하며 잠든 이밤엔 어제보다 나은 내일이 있나요 희망은 절망이 되고 추억은 죄가되나요. 귓가에 들려오는 그대 숨결에 참아낼수 없는 이별에 왜 살아가야만 하는가요. 그대가 불러주던 그 노래들에 내 마음이 적셔 올때면 나는 죽어야만 하는가요. 내마음 여기있나 그대는 여기 있나 영원한 것은 없다고. 없다고. 내마음 어디있나 그대는 어디있나 영원한 것은 없다고. 없다고. 참아낼수 없는 이별에 내가. 영원히 내가 없다고. 그대만의 내가. 없다고.

A post shared by 쿠 (@kookoo900) on Sep 26, 2019 at 7:33pm PDT

Where is my heart? Where are you?

Nothing lasts forever

I have lost my feelings

And you forever lost me

I don’t have time to look back at the loneliness

Every day in your dreams

On the night you’re sleeping when you’re drunk

Is there a tomorrow where you’re better than yesterday?

Hope turned into despair, and memories are now like a sin.

Your breathing that reaches my ears

A farewell I could not refrain from

Why should I live?

The songs that you have been singing

When my heart is crying

Should I die?

Is my heart here? Are you here?

Nothing lasts forever.

A farewell I could not refrain from

I can’t hold back from saying goodbye

I’ll never be there again.

Just only to you,

I’m gone.

Ada ramai yang menebak lagu ini ditujukan kepada suaminya, Ahn Jaehyun. Mungkin Gu Hyesun ingin meluahkan perasaan tetapi tiada tempat untuk dia mengadu. Jadi dia gunakan bakatnya sebagai penyanyi untuk menyampaikan isi hatinya itu.

Sumber: Koreaboo